MI LIFE IS SUCH A MESS..

Todae sku was ok..everythin went on fine..was almost late 4 sku though..luckily..in the bus there were so many SKSS students..they let us pass..so lucky..den 4 chinese period..we gt back our ting xie,zao qu n the test papers..OMG!!I was so shocked wen cher announced our overall marks!!!I almost screamed!!!I GOT A1 FER CHINESE..first time lehx!!!! usually gt b3..den nw..A1!!!ok..mus maintain:)..JiE u also mus strive hard n get A1 horrx..mus jiayous,GO GO GO!!!:)..Tat brightened up the first part of mi day de lorrx..den the stupid teoh go spoil it fer mie!!!! I damn angry with him!!! todae i stay back in sku awhile do hw with JiE cus canot go trainin..mummy dun allow..so bad wan:(..so i told teoh gt tuition..cus scared he dun wan accept the reason 4 not goin trainin..later ganna scoldin..i den dunwan lehx!:(..anyway i den sms mummy tell her i stay back little while..mummy corr mie..but i didn't pick up..den she go corr the sku,corr teoh!!!! I was half watchin parade n doin work at same time..about 2 go home..wen ee lin cum find mie say teoh lookin fer mie n wan scold mie or somethin lyk tat..i was lyk huhx..wad happen..ee lin ask mie faster pack mi bag n go c him..she ask mie tell him i goin home lerx avoid ganna scoldin..[Thnx ee lin fer helpin mie!!:)]..so go up c tat teoh..he say mi mum corr..she say i nvr pick up mi phone..i said i noe..i jus saw only..i was goin home wen ee lin corr mie cum find him..den he say..he dun hav to keep him in the team anyway tat i wasn't performin well..n tat alot of ppl say he bein biased of keepin mie in the team wen i not doin well..i was lyk wadever lorrhx..its true tat i wasn't doin well in the team..even mi juniors surpass mie..:P(lyk Joey mei..she's doin wonderfully well..so much better den mie..:)..)..but i dun care..i dun mind them doin well..im glad tat they do well..its jus tat..i dun hav tat flair in badminton..no matter how hard i try..also cannot..u tink i dun wan to do well mehx..i totally love sports..more than studin lorrx..its jus tat im not in fer badminton..i love it alot..but im not cut out fer the tornaments n all..im not gd enuff..sometimes i feel lyk givin up..but den change mi mind again..but now..i tink tat if i wan to excel..i jus hav to quit n go fer others im gd in..lyk track n field..a long distance runner:P..netball could b fun too..In sports..i guess i hav tis weird attitude of wantin to win..its jus..tat i feel sort of tis satisfactory in mie..if i win..i'll try mi reallie best to win..i'll try 2 learn frm mi mistakes n train fer the better..bcuz i wan 2 win..i guess its time i gif mi sports environment a change..i dun care i'll do it..even if mum dun allow..i'll tink of some other way..i mean lyk i didn;t ask teoh to keep mie in the team..he can throw mi out all i care..he's attitude sucks lorrx..everybody in the team dun lyk him the lorrx..everytime scold scold de..even joey mie also cant stand him..not only her..everybody!! She say she may wan quit..even if i tot it was such a waste bcuz she reallie hav a flair in badminton..she's reallie gd..but i guess nobody can stand him..but i duno wad cca to change to lehx..track nfield??..duno lehx..actuali i tot of goin to another sku to attend cca..attend swimmin in sports sku..its possible..mi dad agrees with mie..i totally LOVE SWIMMING OKIES!!! It rocks lorrx..i attended swimmin classes since young..n mi coach is the best!!! He's so gd!! I recommended him to JiE..she's havin the same coach as mie..but i quitted recently..too many tuition!!:( WAH!!!Nvm..i'll go back n attend again soon..mi coach mentioned b4 tat i had talent in swimmin..i could swim reallt fast n hav tat stamina..plus i love swimmin..he said im very gd..(Let mie boast abit..:P)..but its tru:)..i did really well fer swimmin..n i've always wanted to go sports sku to train fer swimmin..mum didn't allow..she said studies was more impt..i was dissappointed..but here may b the chance..n i wan to grab it..coach said tat if i trained in sports sku..i could bcum a national swimmer due to mi standard..OMG!!!JiE said tat if i went to sports sku fer trainin in swimmin..she wan go with mie also..bsides she'll b reallie gd too..mi coach lehx..hahas:P..c first bahx..track or swimmin..but i definitely intend to quit badminton..as a cca larhx..of cus i'll still play.. i love sports!!!!..