Its over..jus forget..

Jus as i expected..he asked her fer stead..it was kinda obvious..the same procedure..n everythin..tat happened..with mi n him..she didn't believe mie wen i told her he'll make his move soon..i made a bet with her..somehw..i noe it'll happen soon..sooner den anyone expected..tat nite..a few hours after our daily chat..vickki told mie i won the bet...seriously..i didn't feel anythin..jus..numb..i told her if she reallie lyk him den she shod accept..i told her i wun mind..i guess i did mind..alittle..but i could tell they went on rather smoothly den she n mr sc or he n mie..i was jealous..but not at he lyk her..but at the point where they r quite close...den mie n him wen we were together..or even now wen we r not..we dun even speak now..even though i was jealous..i knew..tat..tis shodn't..get to mie..i could tell they were reallie hittin of quite well..they spoke more often on the phone den mi n him..they were closer in sku den mie n him..they were better den mi n him..i felt happy fer them..but i did tell her to b wary..tat if she decide to go into it..b prepared to lose..bcuz..he might repeat it..n i didn't wan to c her hurt again..somehw..i couldn't reallie sleep..i kept tinkin of mi n him last time..where we used to sms each other..chat on the phone..where we were together...but..it'll nvr happen now..its over..woke up at bout 6plus..nth to do..went thru my smses..saw the smses..tat he used to sent to mi..its been so long..4 months..i forgot tat i kept them..i read them..rememberin of the past..n struggled with myself to delete them..with much couraged i finally deleted them..i repeatedly told myself tat it was over..but it didn't work..somehw..i jus couldn't forget him..i nided to tok to her..to hear her voice..she noes mie well..n she's the wan i go to wen i hav problems..so i corred her..after much tokin with her i felt much better[thnx vickki!(:]..she den told mie..in the mornin..he sms her..told her tat bein frens was better..she agreed..i agreed too..nvr noe wad might happen again..but i felt kinda upset..not at her..neither veri much him..its jus we both nvr reallie gif each other time to tink properly..he was eager fer an ans..n at tat time..i didin't gif it much tot too..i guess..it was a mistake..but if..time turned back..i tink..i'll still make the same decision..even if i noe the outcome of it..