Todae sports day i nvr go..gt a real BAD COLD!!!! Hate it!!! Down with a slight fever too..hais..but feeling better lerx..12plus go pri sku mitt frens n old cher..until bout 3plus den cum back..sleep fer awhile..mayb..this few days late go home den sleep late..tats y tireed..tues..stay back wait fer yan heng..cus nobody at home..den nvr bring keys..den help 2e2(yan heng,kenrick,jonathan n damien) do chi hw..they so bad..1person let mie do..they rest also pass mie..hahas..but nvm larhx(: den do fer them while waitin fer yan heng..he bout 7plus den release cus gt media-cher day celebration rehearsel..den went off with him,edmund kor,jun hao n yj nu er..by time reach home bout 8 lerx..den wed..forgot bring house key again..hais..so stay back wait fer yan heng..he gt the rehearsel again..den stay back with damien they all n edmund kor..den acknowledged damien as my er zi(: darling becum temporily his daddy until i find a stead n nicole becum my mummy*.hahas..den bused home with jonathan,yan heng n edmund kor..reached home bout close to 8 agains..thurs..veri cold day..veri tired too..slept in class most of time..gt cher day celebration..lasted fer bout..1hr n half..quite nice n very funny..especially the part where they get students up to imitate teachers..hahas..lester did a gd imitation on mr wong..reallie sound lyk him(: hahas..remembered to brin keys..so bused home with mummy* n darhling..den spent most of the day sleepin..ty to yan heng fer pei mie wait fer bus last 2days(:

True love..

Is as it is with ghost..

Everyone..toks bout it..

But .. few hav seen it..

Todae gt web page again..but last lesson[yays!!!!!!!]..bout 4.45 lyk dat den cum out..saw Damien at canteen..hahas..he was suppose to wait fer darhling..cus she gt guides den ask him wait..gt alot ppl mistaken bout it..darhling lyks 2 pull ppl stay back wait fer her de..so canot lyk dat judge de..but in the end her guides cancelled..so hav to go back home..[her parents veri strict de lorrhx:P]..she ask mie help her sae sorry 2 damien..make him wait fer nth..sorry damien:P..hahas..he gt a new nickname lerx..darhling gif de:catch vegetable guy:p..hahas..but he reallie can catch lorrhx..anyways release frm webpage tat time..was tinkin if shod go trainin..but in the end ting fang jie pull mie go..so go lorrhx(:heard they did 3sets times 10 of 10om..but i only did 1 set of 1oom..cus cum late:P..den did exercise with medicine ball..(heavy:P!!!!)..den end trainin at bout 6.10 lyk dat..den slack fer awhile in sch..den pei damien wait fer his dad fer alil while..den bused home with yanheng n jeffery(e1)..but yan heng go down same bustop with mie wait fer my bus!! the bus so damn long den cum lorrhx!!! sorry make u wait so long with mie yan heng (:!!! oh n a big ty 2 damien n yan heng stay back wait fer mie so long!!!(: Tys!!!!!!!! kayys...gotta go now!!!

The best n most beautiful things in the world..

can't be seen nor touched..

but r felt with the heart..

"im sorry if i hurt u..tis afternoon..but i dun hav tat kind of feelins fer u..i noe u care fer mie alot..liked mie fer as long as i can remember..i can feel ur care n concern..it seems lyk i've gotten use 2 u bein always there fer mie..but it mus hav caused misunderstandin between us..im sorry..but i cant..i jus cant....tryin to forget someone i loved may b easy..but..tryin to forget someone whom broke my heart is hard..tat's y i cant....i noe tat u wun hurt mie..but i jus cant..im sorry..."

Pls forgif mie..i jus cant do it..jus hw many times mus mi heart break..until there's nth left to b broken..i jus cant risked it again...i tot tat time will heal the pain..but while it heals..it creates new wans..i may hav forgotten him..but the hurt n pain is still here..sometimes..i wish i was a kid again..skinned knees r better den broken hearts..

They say it takes only a min to find a special person ,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them..

but a lifetime to forget them

TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

Todae first day trainin..woah..tirin..legs bit numb..but nvm..few more times trainin would get better..i hope..but i reallie hate the 2oom wan..run until bout 6 times i tink,sprintin...veri tired..den after trainin..saw darhling n nicole...they brinin all the food they baked to canteen gif sec 3 eat..all their food look so nice eat lorrhx..but canot take cus fer sec 3 de..but darhlin veri gd kept 1 of her muffin gif mie eat(: went 2 table tennis there eat cus later girl giude cher c..saw DAMIEN there..playin table tennis..he c mie eat also wan eat..hahas..gave him little bit..the muffin veri nice lorrhx..darhlin sae nx time make fer mie(:den after tat sec 3s girl guide go lerx..darhlin n nicole giv mie,YAN HENG n DAMIEN n zheng cao eat their pasta..veri nice!!!!!!!! Den darhling n nicole feed DAMIEN eat the cut up food..hahas..they throw he eat..he damn pro lehx..so zhun..able 2 catch it in his mouth...they throw,he eat..pro!!!time to wash plates..nicole as yan heng help them wash..he so gd..reallie go help them(: Den we all 3 wan help darhlin they all wash plate..but we entered the Home Ec room without permission..so darhlin n nicole kanna scoldin..bout wad guides nvr ask permission..bla bla..den mie YAN HENG n DAMIEN went out first..go back canteen chat..tok tok..laf laf..den ncc fang liao..kai jie n KENRICK join us chat chat...haiyo..n tat DAMIEN arhx..damn funny de..slow in absorbin wad ppl tokin de..always make ppl repeat..hahas..he damn funny(: while waitin fer guides..miss neo came shoo us go home..so we all hav to go..YAN HENG n DAMIEN so bad..becomin lyk darhlin,gan mei n nicole liaos..c jun hao jiu pass mi file gif him take..n along the way..ka jiao jun hao..den slack a while at pavillion jiu go lerx..b4 left DAMIEN,YAN HENG n KENRICK somemore ask mie remember put their names big big here..big enuff lerx bahx(: Big ty to DAMIEN n YAN HENG pei mie in sch!!!(:Bused home with YAN HENG n jeffery..another ty to jun hao fer stayin so late wait fer mie n walkin mie to bustop(: wen reach my stop..YAN HENG pei mie wait bus..ty YAN HENG!!(:oks..alot ppl complainin..i writtin essay..so stop here lerx(: [YAN HENG,DAMIEN n KENRICK]--ur name big big in my blog lerx horrx(:

Todae in sku nth reallie happened..after assembly..bused home with edmund n shi jie..ty jun hao fer pei mie walk 2 bustop..ty(:was suppose to mitt yan heng they all at bout 4..but they say too late they dunwan..den nvm i ownself go..mitt up with edmund kor n shi jie zi er..wait fer nicole n darhling..nicole n darhling tmr gt guides nid cook somethin so they hav 2 buy ingredients..so we go NTUC shop shop..we go take trolley put all our bags n let shi jie push..hahas..we so bad horrx..den wen shijie go lerx..ask edmund kor push..hahas..den taufiq cum..but his tis person arhx..lyk play hide n seek with us...1 moment here,,the nx moment dissappear lerx..hais..den we shop here shop there..veri funny lorrx with nicole n darhling..especially darhling..she damn funny de lorrx..hahas..den half way darhling say too little ppl..she wan corr yan heng n him cum..but he dun wan cum cus he say tat darhling here so he dunwan cum lerx..den she corr yanheng cum..woah..he so fast jiu cum lerx..he lyk fly here lehx..hahas..but he live so near..nothin weird..den we shop around fer awhile den go mac eat..darhling wan go home lerx..so she pull edmund kor n yan heng pei her go bustop..hahas..she always hav a way of pullin ppl 2 pei her wan..i reallie pei fu her:P..hahas..den mie n nicole eat while waitin fer gan mei..but time pass veri fast..6.30 lerx..nicole wan go home early..but gan mei still stuck in sku with ms neo..den we all keep rushin her so she ask us go home lerx..sorwie gan mei nvr wait fer u..sorry..dun angry ok..nx time kayys(:so edmund kor went off take his bus..den mie,nicole,yan heng n taufiq walk 2 bustop..we 3 is same bustop..yan heng is pei us...taufiq de bus cum first den nicole..mine last wan..hahas..ty yan heng fer pei mie wait bus(:he wait fer mie board bus lerx den he go..didn't noe he so gd de..hahas..jk..jk..thnx alot(: Tats all fer todae..gort ppl rushin mie lerx..wan read mi blog..so will end here!!(:

tired!!

Todae gort public cannin..den principle tok sooo long..frm we all the prize givin tok until olympics den until china rebuildin den on n on..hais so borin...den todae lit cher nvr cum in our class..yay!! gt back maths marks..hais fail again!!!!!!!!23/50!!!!!!! so angry..hais work so hard den lyk tis..so close to passin!!!!nvr pass b4 de lorrhx!!! nvr mind..try again...tis time mus get higher..u too damien..jiayous..i read ur blog..sure can pass de..try again kayys jiayous!!!!!!!! todae i stayed back with louis gan lao gong wait fer gan mei..we play badminton in the hall 2 pass time away..but he went home earlier cus his mother will nag..sorry nvr pei u go home..nx time kayys(:Tat reminds mie..,round 5plus jus came down frm hall...go canteen..saw yan heng n kai jie..den chit chat..tok bout alot things..den more n more boys cum..zheng cao,lucas,morrison,jun hao, Oh ya..damien ask mie put his name big big in my blog..DAMIEN also was there..(big enuff ler bahx damien..:P) They veri bad lorrx..bully mie..especially tat lucas..make mie chase 1 round around the canteen fer him..hahas..but they were ok..veri nice..playin only(:..but they play until damn shuang lorrx..(they reallie had fun bullyin mie:P)hahas..play until bout 6plus den we go lerx..bused home with gan mei,nicole,alex nu xu n shi jie zi er..jun hao walk with us to bustop..ty!!!(:..oks..damien saes mi blog always veri long..not nice read..so im goin 2 end here..byeeee(:

Normal lorhx todae..

Todae assembly was prize givin..got a gold fer 1.5m n a silver fer 3km..i so happy!!!!yay!!!!!!! Den todae de ting xie n zao qu..last min learn again..:P whoopsie..but in the end gt..9.5 fer ting xie!!!![claps**]yay!!!!!zao qu duno..but shod b high marks too bahx..cus i found it quite easy..Jie came back todae too!!! Miss her so much!!!she arhx..lazy cum sku de lorhx yesterday!!hahas..anyway..gt back DNT marks..wah!!! I failed!!!!!! but its ok..(alot of ppl fail marhx:P)..hahas..ok..i'll work harder,DNT lesson was reallie borin..gort to do alot of sawin..nid use alot strength..lucky gt alex nu xu..he c mie duno how saw..he help mie..he so pro..veri fast jiu saw finish lerx!!!hahas..guys marhx..thnx alot alex nu xu!!!(: den todae after sku go find miss guo..she say let mie go fer the first few trainins den decide if can let mie enter...fri's the first trainin..pray hard fer mies!!!!after tat go bb court wait fer the boys go home together..we let them play until bout 2.45 while mie,gan mei n eelin eat..(hungries lehx wait fer them:P)..anyway..while the boys playin..we tok bad bout them..hahas..no larhx..we jus tink..the way they play..at times damn funny..xD..2.45 lerx..den go home..jun hao help mie take file again,cus i still gort trophy take!!!..hahas..thank u!!!!!!!(:..along the way..cy kor make gan mei angry..haiyo..but gan mei veri fast ok de..on the way in the bus..mie,louis gan lao-gong,alex n shi jie zi er make her laf..so she not angry lerx!!(:Den cus gan mei n mie later mittin up at hougang point fer our weekly study so mus chiong home...den rush out again..mitt at our usual place,macdonald..den study..of course gt chit chat larhx..hahas..we do finish homework lerx den go walk walk..den take picture..didn;t take much though cus..all the pics weird weird,in tis pic i wasn't reallie lookin at the camera!!!!!! We also took wan of our friendship ring!!anyways..after tat went home lerx..den went out fer dinner..downstairs eat..cus todae nobody cook..den daddy lazy cook so brin us down eat..eat lerx den cum up..slack in room..little samy..came in..we chit chat den play..den he so cute lorhx.. say wan help mie take photo with my trpohies..so he took lorhx..den i take fer him..he sooooooooo adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i've uploaded the photos fer u all c lerx..enjoy!!!hahas..okies..tats all fer todae..Thnx gan mei fer tis day!!!hahas..Best frens 4eva!!!!!

One of THE BEST DAY!!!

Now im eatin,doin my homework n typin tis post..pro rites..hahas..todae.early in the mornin..we go hall assemble instead of parade square..bcuz vice principle nid tok 2 us..wen reach hall..chey..all our class boys haven cum up..at bb court again..so stand around..chit chat wait fer them cum up..den saw 2e2 the whole gang cum up...den damien ask mie i link wrongly isit..at first i was lyk huhx..den i remembered..hahas..yesterday nite iwas snoopin round ppl's blog..den saw damien cum yan heng de blog..ask them link mie but go type wrong link..wah!!!! so pai seh!!!!!:P..sorry damien!!!!!!!!! the moment i cum back home i change lerx..so it shod by correct lerx(: if wrong again..i tell u arhx..im gonna chop my head off..tis is so ps..:P..hahas..woah..went snoopin round ppl's blog again..quite a few ppl changed their blogskin..Damien,angeline..oh n damien..he has my favourite singer..singing in ur blog!!!!!! OMG!!! JAY CHOU ROCKS!!!!!!!...hahas..anyway..first period was geog..cher nvr cum...we had 1 whole hour of free period!!!!! 2E5 had a whole deal of laughter..angeline brought 2 balloons n blew them up in class..the first wan she blewed up was a figure of a hamster..1 moment she kept "threatenin" to burst it..the nx moment she was rubbin the balloon around everybody's hair tryin to get our hairs "electified"..c hu's hair can stand easily..hahas..it was lyk so damn funny larhx..den she announced 2 the class she had another balloon..a caterpiller..another burst of laughter by the class..den she blewed it up with all eyes on her..it was reallie funny..she had a hard time blowin it tis time..she blew n blew but jus couldn't do it..our class went lafin again..den gan mei go try..she tried n tried..till her whole face was red..peals of laughter again..den in the end gan mei manage to get some air in first..den angeline continue blowin it up till it was fully form as a caterpillar..den she took it round the class n played with it..it reallie was a funny sight..den i tot tis day would jus b fine if maths cher nvr cum..hahas..she didn't cum in our class!!!!!!!yay!!!! a relief cher came though..gave us work 2 do by our own maths cher..it was rather relax though..can chit chat..den the ws u wan do dun do also can..jus keep our volume down..but i guai..i did the ws..with darhling..she came n sit with mie durin tis maths period..cus jie nvr cum..heard tat she got a tummy upset..hope u cum back tmr kayys..i missed u!!!!..den tis cher so gd..allow us early recess..she lyk 10.06 lyk tat let us off lerx..so gd lehx..wen we went down..they whole canteen was lyk practically empty larhx..i ordered my food den sit n eat with,darhlin,angeline n gan mei..den after recess was chinese period..gort test..hais..boriiiiiiiiin......i was lyk doin half way den alex nu xu was lyk..weis qn 1 wads the ans..i gif him den he ask fer qn 2..gif den he ask again!!!! haiyo!! but in the end ok larhx..at least he only ask fer mcq...he ask fer open ended..im reallie gonna slap his face..:P..hahas..nx period,hist passed veri fast..only 1period den nx eng..gt test..ee lin sit nx 2 mie..she wan double check some ans with mie..but she did it mostly by herself..told u so ee lin!! u can do it de..JIayOus(:den after sch go bb court go find alex n louis go home together..but den they still wan play so mie n eelin let them play fer awhile..bout 45mins..cant belive they still can play wen got thunder n lightenin..but anyway..2e2 they also playin,he was there also..well i guess boys r boys..hahas..so 45mins went by..so we go lerx..alex de gay partner..oh ya..he told mie not 2 corr him tat..hahas..so in tis blog onwards..corr his real name lerx..xD..jun hao say he gt webpage..so canot pei mie walk to bustop..hahas..its ok(:den alex nu xu hand reallie damn itchy..on the floor pick 1 fristb..throw at whr yan heng they all r sittin..hahas..in the ended landed on somewhere near him..he pick up the fristb wan throw back at alex..den tat alex keep hidin..in the end also kanna hit..hahas..den bus-ed back home with alex louis n eelin..in the bus..louis gan lao-gong veri nice..he actuali ask mie y i brin shoebag..den i say i join track todae actuali wan go fer trainin but den nobody wan pei mie go..all the pros all there..i scared..den he say wed he go pei mie since he also so long nvr trained lerx..he so gd..at least wed got ppl pei mie go trainin lerx..oh did i tel u yet..guess not..i decided join track lerx..4get bout badminton-remember my post last time..coach sucks!!!!!! jus hope i can get in..keep ur fingers cross fer mie!!!!!! hahas..end of tis loooooooooooooooong post(:at the end i would jus lyk 2 gif thks to angeline..hahas..without u gurl..our class would'nt hav had such a hilarious day..hahas..thnx gurl(: 2E5 rocks all the way!!!!!!

Friday 's happenin..

Yesterday..6plus go back sku jie vickki darhling n nicole..so her mum n bro walkin out of sku..darhling's mummy recognise mie lehx..hahas..tot tat she woudn't..anyway..not surprisin tat she recognised mie barhx..mie n darhling every day also tok on fone(: hais..anywaies..yesterday..on the way to sku..b4 saw darhlin de mummy..i saw him..we acknowledged each other..he said halo to mie fer the first time as frens after our incident..i smiled at him..he smiled back..i started wonderin y he suddenly so friendly..he would nvr do tis last time..i guess its bcuz he noes im cooled off towards him..at tat time common test will stay back fer awhile wait fer the boys play finish their match..den go home together..e5 alwys v e2..he's always there..but somehw..after we ended..i guess..it was easier to communicate..i became on better terms with his frens..yan heng,damien,wei ling n others..its better tis way i guess..tats wad the others say..at least we r frens now..hais..anyway..goin back to whr i left of..went to sku pick nicole they all up..went there but they haven release...so waited with cy kor,yj nu er, poh poh,jeffery n alex de gay partner..saw lucas n morrison..tat lucas alwys lyk make fun off mie..but he's alwys veri funny..anyway..wen they release..i helped nicole,wendy n darhling buy cookie..$30 fly away lerx):..my $$..nvm tis time buy fer them nx time no more lerx..i hope:P..in the end went home with yj nu er,cy kor n jeffery..didn't go home with nicole..cus yj nu er gt things wan tel mie..so canot go back with her..sorry nicole..):..nx time kayys..oh n alex de gay partner walk mie to bustop together with yj de mr boyfren..he also help mie take file..hahas..thnx anyway(:on the way in bus..san yuan corr..tok with him all the way until i reach home..den he say he corr back again later..mean time corr darhling chat chat..den she online so i told her i online den tok to her..bout 10 plus san yuan corr..so mie him n darhling conference..conference until mi mummy come back scold..leave them tok fer quite awhile..den wen i cum back tel them nid put down..they put down liaos..i noe darhling nid put down..cus her parents very strict..den was about to sleep tat time..san yuan sms mie..we sms fer awhile den i sleep..todae..another boriiin day..den in the afternoon..mi kor gif mie 1 cj 7 toy keychain which he gt frm the $! machine...so cute!!!i hang on mi fone..i wan de pink,purple n blue wan lorrhx..but i tried twice..cum out different things!!! den i angry dun wan try lerx..but i wan!!!!!!!!!!! nvm..nx time..try again..hais..also duno wen can get..den while doin tis post..went to c joey de blog..n i jus wan to say end tis posts by tellin her....Joey♥..though i duno hu tis guy is..but i hope u can forget tat person soon..i dun wan to c u hurt..i jus wan u 2 noe tat im here fer u if u nid mie..u can tel mie anythin kayys..

My Little World Paradise:)

OMG!!!Tmr is startin of common test!!!!!!!!!!! n i haven reallie started much revision!!!!!!!OMG!!!how..how!!!! Even though its only 3 days..i wish it was over..den can go to my favourite special place in the whole world..well..at least fer now..i cant wait to go to Vivo agains..went again..tis time not alone..with yj nu er n xin yi gan-mei..hais..its simply beautiful n inresistable..the top floor..i jus love sittin there..admirin the scenery..ESPECIALLY enjoyin the nice cool wind..caressin my cheeks..breezin thru my hair..i jus love it..it feels great..i guess i jus love tis sort of places..wide..open air..beautiful scenery..breezy..blue skies..its jus so wonderful..i could jus sleep there..hais..hahas..tat remind mie..at tat point of time..the 3 of us made a pact..a promise..tat nx time we hav to brin a guy partner,4 him 2 lend his shoulder to us..lettin us lean on..fer a little trip to lala land..zzzzz..hahas..anyway..we didn't say wen..as long as its nx time at vivo..(doesn't mean the nx time we go vivo horrx!!tats too soon..im plannin to go again after common test horrx:)..) we hav to appear with a guy partner lendin us his shoulder to lean on..tat would b nice..romantic:p..hahas..yj nu er..sure veri fast find de lorrx..its rite in front of our eyes!!:P..hahas..ok..jk..jk..anyway..oh ya..saw alex de gay partner n his cousin there..yi jun..hahas..yj nu er say he's sense of fashion not bad..:)..hmmm..ok larhx..all 3 of us agree..den we went play water..the other 2 ..da xiao jies..dun wan cum play with mie de lorrhx..:(..so play my ownself first..hahas..den finally they say c mie"lonely" den cum join mie..(actuali i tink horrx..is they bored lehx..den c mie play so fun..den cum find mie play also..hahas..no larhx..jk..jk..)so they cum join mie..hahas..the minute they cum..i had a gd time splashin them with water..hahas..so damn fun de lorrhx..den run haere run dere,..damn fun..hahas..does ppl hu cum vivo with mie..better wear shorter pants..cus i sure drag u all cum water play de horrx..xin yi gan-mei..nx time dun wear skinnies to vivo!!! canot play!!!..anyway it was still veri fun..hais..its reallie beautiful..everytime i go there..wheather its alone..or with frens..i always..find it hard to leave..its wonderful..the minute i step foot in tat..)mi little world of paradise)..there..everythin tats weighin in mie..it jus completely dissappears..i'll b jus mie again..the playful,childish n cheerful little girl..hahas..jus wish to go there everyday..opps..gotta go..dun worry..i'll visit u soon my little world of paradise:)..

Its over..jus forget..

Jus as i expected..he asked her fer stead..it was kinda obvious..the same procedure..n everythin..tat happened..with mi n him..she didn't believe mie wen i told her he'll make his move soon..i made a bet with her..somehw..i noe it'll happen soon..sooner den anyone expected..tat nite..a few hours after our daily chat..vickki told mie i won the bet...seriously..i didn't feel anythin..jus..numb..i told her if she reallie lyk him den she shod accept..i told her i wun mind..i guess i did mind..alittle..but i could tell they went on rather smoothly den she n mr sc or he n mie..i was jealous..but not at he lyk her..but at the point where they r quite close...den mie n him wen we were together..or even now wen we r not..we dun even speak now..even though i was jealous..i knew..tat..tis shodn't..get to mie..i could tell they were reallie hittin of quite well..they spoke more often on the phone den mi n him..they were closer in sku den mie n him..they were better den mi n him..i felt happy fer them..but i did tell her to b wary..tat if she decide to go into it..b prepared to lose..bcuz..he might repeat it..n i didn't wan to c her hurt again..somehw..i couldn't reallie sleep..i kept tinkin of mi n him last time..where we used to sms each other..chat on the phone..where we were together...but..it'll nvr happen now..its over..woke up at bout 6plus..nth to do..went thru my smses..saw the smses..tat he used to sent to mi..its been so long..4 months..i forgot tat i kept them..i read them..rememberin of the past..n struggled with myself to delete them..with much couraged i finally deleted them..i repeatedly told myself tat it was over..but it didn't work..somehw..i jus couldn't forget him..i nided to tok to her..to hear her voice..she noes mie well..n she's the wan i go to wen i hav problems..so i corred her..after much tokin with her i felt much better[thnx vickki!(:]..she den told mie..in the mornin..he sms her..told her tat bein frens was better..she agreed..i agreed too..nvr noe wad might happen again..but i felt kinda upset..not at her..neither veri much him..its jus we both nvr reallie gif each other time to tink properly..he was eager fer an ans..n at tat time..i didin't gif it much tot too..i guess..it was a mistake..but if..time turned back..i tink..i'll still make the same decision..even if i noe the outcome of it..

MI LIFE IS SUCH A MESS..

Todae sku was ok..everythin went on fine..was almost late 4 sku though..luckily..in the bus there were so many SKSS students..they let us pass..so lucky..den 4 chinese period..we gt back our ting xie,zao qu n the test papers..OMG!!I was so shocked wen cher announced our overall marks!!!I almost screamed!!!I GOT A1 FER CHINESE..first time lehx!!!! usually gt b3..den nw..A1!!!ok..mus maintain:)..JiE u also mus strive hard n get A1 horrx..mus jiayous,GO GO GO!!!:)..Tat brightened up the first part of mi day de lorrx..den the stupid teoh go spoil it fer mie!!!! I damn angry with him!!! todae i stay back in sku awhile do hw with JiE cus canot go trainin..mummy dun allow..so bad wan:(..so i told teoh gt tuition..cus scared he dun wan accept the reason 4 not goin trainin..later ganna scoldin..i den dunwan lehx!:(..anyway i den sms mummy tell her i stay back little while..mummy corr mie..but i didn't pick up..den she go corr the sku,corr teoh!!!! I was half watchin parade n doin work at same time..about 2 go home..wen ee lin cum find mie say teoh lookin fer mie n wan scold mie or somethin lyk tat..i was lyk huhx..wad happen..ee lin ask mie faster pack mi bag n go c him..she ask mie tell him i goin home lerx avoid ganna scoldin..[Thnx ee lin fer helpin mie!!:)]..so go up c tat teoh..he say mi mum corr..she say i nvr pick up mi phone..i said i noe..i jus saw only..i was goin home wen ee lin corr mie cum find him..den he say..he dun hav to keep him in the team anyway tat i wasn't performin well..n tat alot of ppl say he bein biased of keepin mie in the team wen i not doin well..i was lyk wadever lorrhx..its true tat i wasn't doin well in the team..even mi juniors surpass mie..:P(lyk Joey mei..she's doin wonderfully well..so much better den mie..:)..)..but i dun care..i dun mind them doin well..im glad tat they do well..its jus tat..i dun hav tat flair in badminton..no matter how hard i try..also cannot..u tink i dun wan to do well mehx..i totally love sports..more than studin lorrx..its jus tat im not in fer badminton..i love it alot..but im not cut out fer the tornaments n all..im not gd enuff..sometimes i feel lyk givin up..but den change mi mind again..but now..i tink tat if i wan to excel..i jus hav to quit n go fer others im gd in..lyk track n field..a long distance runner:P..netball could b fun too..In sports..i guess i hav tis weird attitude of wantin to win..its jus..tat i feel sort of tis satisfactory in mie..if i win..i'll try mi reallie best to win..i'll try 2 learn frm mi mistakes n train fer the better..bcuz i wan 2 win..i guess its time i gif mi sports environment a change..i dun care i'll do it..even if mum dun allow..i'll tink of some other way..i mean lyk i didn;t ask teoh to keep mie in the team..he can throw mi out all i care..he's attitude sucks lorrx..everybody in the team dun lyk him the lorrx..everytime scold scold de..even joey mie also cant stand him..not only her..everybody!! She say she may wan quit..even if i tot it was such a waste bcuz she reallie hav a flair in badminton..she's reallie gd..but i guess nobody can stand him..but i duno wad cca to change to lehx..track nfield??..duno lehx..actuali i tot of goin to another sku to attend cca..attend swimmin in sports sku..its possible..mi dad agrees with mie..i totally LOVE SWIMMING OKIES!!! It rocks lorrx..i attended swimmin classes since young..n mi coach is the best!!! He's so gd!! I recommended him to JiE..she's havin the same coach as mie..but i quitted recently..too many tuition!!:( WAH!!!Nvm..i'll go back n attend again soon..mi coach mentioned b4 tat i had talent in swimmin..i could swim reallt fast n hav tat stamina..plus i love swimmin..he said im very gd..(Let mie boast abit..:P)..but its tru:)..i did really well fer swimmin..n i've always wanted to go sports sku to train fer swimmin..mum didn't allow..she said studies was more impt..i was dissappointed..but here may b the chance..n i wan to grab it..coach said tat if i trained in sports sku..i could bcum a national swimmer due to mi standard..OMG!!!JiE said tat if i went to sports sku fer trainin in swimmin..she wan go with mie also..bsides she'll b reallie gd too..mi coach lehx..hahas:P..c first bahx..track or swimmin..but i definitely intend to quit badminton..as a cca larhx..of cus i'll still play.. i love sports!!!!..