I wan u back..

Came back frm church not long ago..eyes all red frm the constant sobbin..i cant help it..was sittin behind a father n daughter in church..she was bout 5yrs old only..was veri playful..she kept playin with her father..was not payin attention to the speaker..but her father was..she was sittin on his lap but fiddlin with everythin she found interestin..daddy's fingers,his collar..everythin..daddy didn't mind..cuddled her close to him..protectively..i jus couldn't help it..tears jus started to swell..i clutched the necklcae daddy gave mi 4 my 10th b'dae..it has 3hearts..he saes it meant 3 promises 2 mi..i've used up 2..on the veri dae he gave mi..i told him i wanted to use up 1..i want him to love mi 4ever..he smiled at mi n said 4ever he will..2nd promise was made months later..wen he jus quarrelled with mummy..i was afraid..n was cryin..he carried mi in his arms..n told mi it will b ok..he promised..4yrs has passed..here i am wishin..prayin with all mi heart..his 3rd promise...tat he'll cum back to mi..to hold mi in his arms..to tell mi it'll b ok..he promised.. I wan him back..i wan to b in his arms..i wan to hear him tell mie he love mie..i wan 2 hear him tel mie everythin is goin 2 b ok..he promised..he promised..he cant go back on his words..i nid him..i love him so much..he nids to cum back..pls cum back..i cant take it anymore..daddy..where r u..havin to deal with the pain of losin u alone..its unbearable..he's gone..nw u've left mie too...im prayin hard..pls cum back..i miss u so much..there's jus so much things in mi..but no one to tel to..i nid u..i wan u to cum back to mie..u promised..u promised..