Back home..

First time left home so long..the feelin wen i stepped into the empty house..mixed emotions..walkin round the house as if its the first time i stepped into it..memories flood back as i walked into each rm....scenes of mi happy family..playin,laughin happily..stabbed into mi heart..i blinked those tears away..walked in my rm..close the door..sat in 1 corner..n started it..tears flowed out uncontrollably..i feel so alone..in tis big empty house..1 by 1..all mi love ones hav left..he's left..nw dad..i've been prayin so hard these days..so hard..i wan him back so much..he cant jus abandon as..he cant..he wun't..i jus noe it..he promised..i noe it..3hearts remember..he promised..i sat there..cryin..till i heard the house door opened..den close..i went out..saw little samy layin in his bed..fell asleep..mus b tired out..walked into the livin rm..n switched on the tv..mum came out frm her rm..saw mie..but said nth.there's nth much to sae to each other..we had a quiet dinner..he wun b cumin back..she den said quietly..he will..i answered....she lost it..he wun,she screamed..he will..i shouted back..tears streaked down..i noe he will..he promised..she stood starin..eyes glistenin with tears..i noe tat she believe he will return..but y wun she jus say it..she walked back into the rm n closed the door..i noe wad it meant..she believed..she still loved him..n he still loved her..n she knew..nw here i am tellin u tis,dad..we r all hopin,wisihin,prayin,believin n noe tat u'll b back..she's forgif u..she nids u..all of us nid u..cum back soon..we'll b waitin........as 4 todae..i jus would lyk 2 thk all mi frens 4 all the encouragement todae..dun worry..i'll b fine..:)..reallie..thnx 4 everythin!! love u all veri much:)