"Boy..im sorry i keep pushin u to her..i noe u dun lyk it..actuali i dun feel gd either..but i dun wan u to keep waitin on fer mie..i noe u r not pressurisin mie..but i duno how long i'll take to forget him..i dun even tink i can forget him..i no longer lyk him..but i jus cant forget him..i duno y either...everytime i try to make a decision..the results r still the same..i close my eyes i c u..i open my eyes i c him..he's the first person i like..i cant forget him..even though i dun like him already..tats y i dun wan u to keep waitin on..waitin is a painful job..i like u tats y i dun wan u to wait..to hurt...i cant forget him..he's still kept at the small corner in my heart..tats the best i can do..while u store the rest.. mayb..u shodn't wait anymore..its unfair if i carry on lyk tis..i shodn't drag u along into the pool of hurt..1 person hurt is enuff..mayb i shod jus keep u in my heart too..i dunwan u to get hurt.."

Todae rainin damn heavy..was lyk all drenched..reached sku at 7.35..wasn't late..lucky barhx..hahas..lucky gal marhx(:den went fer pe..play captain ball fer awhile den go comp lab do the game..hais..so fast jiu die lerx in the game..damn lan:P hahas...den recessed with angeline sis,darhlin n sweetheart..cum back frm recess..mr tang class.our class was rather restless..jus kept on tokin..nobody was listenin..even those guai de lehx..so he stopped teachin n lat us tok..first time lehx..so it was lyk almost 2 whole period free..hahas..den bused home with nicole mummy n sweetheart..sorry darius kor n alex ar yi..i cant go out with u tmr worrs..nx time kayys(: