Boriin day..went fer tuition in the mornin den piano..den stayed in rm whole day long to study.. hais ..tired ..well.. the march holidays r here..plenty of time to study n rest^^Lots of homework to do..hmmm..yesterday..fri was kinda free..first 2 periods of eng n the nx 3 periods of geog,both cher nvr come(: Hahas..den it was a relaxin last 2 periods of emaths..emaths cher was showin slides of diff polys..n wad points to get in..everybody was interested in tat..everybody was copyin..den after sku bused home with sweetheart..kayyys endin here..

I've nvr felt so alone

with everythin workin in reverse..

to hav u close..but..yet still so far..

To wann to protect u..but yet..

i hurt u..

To wann to cry..but yet..

i smile..

Today seems like a short day..eng first den folllwed by pe. Pe was fun!! Paired up with Ziying meimei as always, fer the warmin up(: Very fun,play with her-softball (: Den played the actual game, 7 ppl in a group(: hahas..my group won^^ Den chem lesson..pretty short, the trainee cher let us go change,she veri sweet(; hahas(: Den recessed with ziying meimei,felicia,sweetheart n mummy^^ Emaths lesson..quite boriin..cher tok tok tok..also duno ppl listenin marhx..den his remedial directly after sku to bout 1plus..den mitt sweetheart they all eat,weather reallie cold!! Den walked with louis,shawn,shi jie,russell,alex,mummy n sweetheart to bustop take bus..was playin along the way..reallie funny(: By the time reach bustop..everybody was eagerly listenin to russell tok bout "the saw" i tink..It was reallie scary..he didn't finish..said he'll continue tmr(: So we'll all hear frm him tmr^^ Reached home,showered,fell asleep n here i am(: Kayyys nid to go revise work lerx so shall end here^^

It hurts watchin u

press down ur feelings..

Painful havin c u

force tat smile on ur face..

Unbearable watchin u

suffer beneath tat cover..

Ellos(: soooo long nvr post lerx(: Hahas( common test over lerx..omg..i tink i did real badly..i failed chem): but i still cant believe i actually passed chem!!! Hahas(: ty ziying!! ty fer helpin mie ask cher fer my results(: love ya^^ gettin back the test paper tmr(: oh.yesterday went my youngest aunt's house(: celebrate my youngest n 3rd female cousin's 1yr old b'dae(: Hahas(: im finally not the only girl(: yay!! but actuali quite long nt onl girl lerx..forgot bought my 2nd female cousin:P cus she always nvr come family gatherin..so i forgot:P hahas(: jie min is 6yrs difference frm mie..now new addition(: Melody!! hahas(: Happy 1yr old b'dae!! We ae at their house..wah..the food all reallie spicy!! I eat afew mouths jiu dunwan eat lerx;P Hahas(: Den take family pics, everybody take turns carry Melody except mie:P dun lyk carry baby!! mus wait till toddler den i lyk play with them(: Den adults all tok tok..we teenagers hang around in livin rm..Timo kor keep teain mie!! say he so long nvr c mie..say i change alot but height nvr change!!! Agrrah!!! Den tok bout sku..hahas..they all gt alot things to say..Joshua is attach n Gabriel kor also, finally attach lerx (: hahas(: finallly zhui dao lerx-1yr plus lehx..hahas(: gd gd(: Hahas(: all relationship smooth sailin, xcept david kor kor..hahas(: slowly larhx kor..jiayou!!^^Den we alll go down..all cousins play bb..den jiu go home(: oh n(: Speakin of b'dae..heard yesterday was kenrick de b'dae(: -Happy B'dae kenrick(:!!! hahas(: hope u lyk the present^^ Kayys end here lerx(:

Mayb if u take it tat way..

den it wunt hurt u so bad..

im sorry..

Ellos(: Today first 2 period was A maths but cher nvr come(: Came in a relief cher, she was sooo nice..she let us do wad ever we went..so out of boredom i made miniature cards fer XG, sweetheart they all(: Den lessons went on fer the rest of the day..den maths-1 period was reallie funny(: The whole class was lafin at Mr wong, which obviouly he didn't noe as he kept askin the class y r we lafin n wads so funny,which made us laf even harder n louder^^ Eng double period was also kinda free period, cher didn't come either(: So we sort of could do wadever we went(: Den assembly was boriin..but with sweetheart n XG bside n my new mei mei- zi ying!!(: Was reallie funny(: These 3 keep annoyin mie lorrhx..bullies(: Den after eatin at bb court went compass with Daryl, nicole mummy n sweetheart..mummy went gt psp game den nid wait 30mins download so we went precious thots(: Daryl very funny..told us bout wad happen to siva-he broke somethin in the shop n nided to pay, so wenever mummy,mie or sweetheart touch anythin he'll beg us not to touch..reallie funny(: We 3 kept teasin him bout it..den went to library the cafe share the cheese cake(: Mummy n Daryl horrx...quarrel veriii funny..make mie n sweetheart keep lafin^^ They reallie veriiii funny(: Den bused home with sweetheart n mummy(:

Time seems so much

slower wen i miss u:)..

Sec 3 camp rocks!!(:

Hahas(: Camps over!!(: Had fun there!! Gosh, gonna miss my trainers there:( hahas anyways love u guys!! thnx fer makin the camp so fun(: Had fun fer all the 4D 3N except tat sprained my ankle:( Initially it hurt alittle on tues, wen i went fer the water trekin. den wen it was the nite walk, tat er zi of mine, kept disturbin mie makin mie turn here n there tat i made it more painful!! Den the nx day was water trekkin, heard tat it was so fun tat i couldn't resist goin!! by the time we came back, my ankle it swelled up:( So had to change to slipper n couldn't do the rest of the activities:( Zi ying too, she hurt her leg also:( Feel better soon(:Hahas n er zi dun feel so bad:) Wasn't entirely ur fault kayys(: N the camp fire was reallie fun!! Love Sec 3 camp n my new class!!!!(: But dun worry, sec 2e5'o8 will forever b missed(:(: Hahas(: Endin here(:

Will u change ur mind again?

"Memories of the past flood back As silently wish to b able to go back Where at least we had wonderful times"

With these much silence,

im havin a hard time believin if

u still feel the same way bout mie

all these time

As much as i trust u,

i do wonder if

i've been replaced

Ellos!!!!!!!! Hahas...the day b4 yesterday was class chalet!!!!!!!(: came early with sweetheart n nicole mummy(: tot couldn't cum early cus was out shoppin with mummy first half of day(: but in the end could make it early(: met darhlin n adeline at wild wild wet den went cheers buy snacks(: wen reach the chalet all the guys there lerx playin poker-.- den sweethheart,darhlin mummy n mie we go wild wild wet,play lyk siao(: hahas but play half way mie n sweetheart dun wan play lerx..hungry!!!!!!!! nvr eat breakfast marhx:P so we gt out.bathe change den go back chalet(: cook our instant noodle(: yj nu er,ee lin honey n poh poh had arrived lerx!! honey,adeline n mummmy den went ehub..the rest of us lazy go so stay at chalet watch tv(: watch watch den sweetheart n mie decided to join the guys hu went off earlier to cycle..finally after few rounds managed to catch up with the guys..cycle cycle..Taufiq gan kor fell,den followed by darius kor..hahas..they damn gao siao..i laf laf until ownself also almost fell..hahas><>

Do u noe just how much i like u..

Do i even matter to u..

If i do..y do i feel.. worthless to u..